In My Shoes: ~::My Greatest Love::~

Sunday, April 13, 2008

~::My Greatest Love::~

I know you've heard about how much I love my mom and how much I care for my family and everyone around me and how I wouldn't be here with out any of them, but what you haven't heard is how much I love my boyriend. I know this may sound a little mushy but when it comes to him I don't care how mushy things may sound because it's all 100% true. (I'm sure he may never read this either) here goes nothing....

The first moment I met him I knew that there was something really special about him. He makes me stronger he's like my other half. And I know that I can always confide in him and count on him to be there when I need it most. My heart always melts to the ground when I see him. My world just revolves around him and it's like I can't breath because he always seems to manage to take my breath away. And I've never found something so special to me someone who just always brings joy into my life. Even when things seem to be at it's darkest point when he's around I know that everything will be alright, it's like he can bring sunshine even though it's rainning. And, I could never in a million years imagine my world without him. And, if I were to die I know that I would die the luckiest girl in the world. I just know in my heart that we belong together.

~And, I don't care what anyone else says I love this man and no one could ever get in the way of that.

::Fiona

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Biliary Atresia

Biliary atresia is a condition in which the ducts that carry bile from the liver to the gallbladder and small intestine are not normal. These ducts can be injured, blocked, or missing. When the ducts that carry bile out of the liver are closed, bile backs up and damages liver tissue. In time the liver can develop scarring or cirrhosis. The gallbladder may also be abnormal or missing. The cause of Biliary Atresia is unknown. It occurs in one infant in every 15,000 live births. It is a serious disease which requires immediate surgical and medical treatment.

Arteriovenous Malformations AVMS

I have been diagnosed with AVMS in my lungs do to my liver disease. These have caused me to have 2 lung bleeds which were very scary. I still have more AVMS and they are causing me breathing problems. Below is an explanation of what the AVMs are and a picture of what is happening in my lungs.

Arteries and veins are part of the human cardiovascular system. Normally, the arteries in the vascular system carry oxygen-rich blood at a relatively high pressure. Structurally, arteries divide and sub-divide repeatedly, eventually forming a sponge-like capillary bed. Blood moves through the capillaries, giving up oxygen and taking up waste products from the surrounding cells. Capillaries successively join together, one upon the other, to form the veins that carry blood away at a relatively low pressure. The heart acts to pump blood from the low pressure veins to the high pressure arteries.
If the capillary bed is thought of as a sponge, then an AVM is the rough equivalent of jamming a tangle of flexible soda straws from artery to vein through that sponge. On arteriogram films AVM formation often resemble a tangle of spaghetti noodles. This tangle of blood vessels forms a relatively direct connection between high pressure arteries and low pressure veins.
The result is a collection of blood vessels with abnormal connections and no capillaries. This collection, often called a nidus, can be extremely fragile and prone to bleeding.